Things Change. People Change.

Hey im back here posting. well my English oral yesterday was kinda difficult!! but i guess i did ok la. i was probably too nervous but i still manage to overcome them! well this coming friday is my Malay oral pulak. leceh ar...and im bad in Malay!!

My prelim is just around the corner..so as my N level. haiz..im kinda unprepared la. although this is my 2nd year takin N level, i still feel scared and all. time is just fast moving without we realising it. I really hope this year i will passed my N with flying colours. I don wana disappoint my family..i don wana disappoint myself! haha..so just now in school me and my classmates/frens were talking abt Graduation Party. Well..so we were discussing abt what we should wear for GP. haha...well so my frens were like hoping that by the time of GP, i would at least slim down a lil la. HAHA!!!well all i can say is hopefully i can la. it would be cool kan??

Ok..so now i'm already starting my diet.It's been OK so far..although its kinda hard. Now must eat lesser la...and exercise more. i'm kinda happy that i already am starting it. thanks to my family's support and frens too. For years i've been telling ppl that i wana lose weight yet i didnt do anything..but now its great that i realised that i should start sacrificing. In fact i tried to starve myself!! HAHA!! so let me just tell some of my diet rules/ways.
1) only 2 meals allowed per day.
I know it's not a good way..but i think it is good for me anyway.
2)Strictly plain/mineral water for my drink..NO MORE canned/packet drinks.
I know u guys may think im joking but this is the simplest rules out of 6 stated here. Coz drinks are not a problem to me. i'm more into food!!HAHA!! and i MUST drink 12 glass of plain/mineral water a day!!! so yeah..now i urinate almost every hour...
3)Go TAF regularly and exercise 3 times a week.
Hmm...its no use controlling my food if i wont exercise rite? well..i cant say that im totally committed in exercising..but yeah..i did do some stretches every now and then..and of coz i go to taf regularly.for i know im a lazy person but at least TAF keeps me going..that includes PE too. im starting to LOVE PE sooo much!!!!! Anyway sinc ei like to dance..well i dance everyday la for at least 20 minutes. its a form of exercise too!!! and im starting to use the Power Rider which is in my room..and it was like 8 years since my mum bought it but never did i use it!!!
4) No more snacks such as potato chips and chocolate bars.
Many said that what makes people fat is actually those itsy bitsy snacks that they eat!hmm..i guess it's true. most of time i always keep eating such unhealthy stuffs. since when was the last i ate potato chips??hmm ...quite long ago!!! well.. I miss my potato chips and chocolate for my supper though..haiz..
5)Eat more protein food such as chicken meat and tofu, than carbohydrates food such as rice and bread.
Based on the Atkins diet..carbohydrates are very fattening. But protein is less fattening. And i must eat alot of protein as it gives me energy.

6)Lastly...learn how to mock back at people who thinks im joking abt my diet and losing weight!!!

Well so eversince last 3 days..i have started taking diet pills. I know its lame but my mum insist so. and i just tot i'd just give it a try. so far not bad ar..i have a lesser appetite and feel more energetic(thats what diet pills claimed to help). Anyway..i hope i will start exercising. 1stly..kene start gi TAF regularly!!!! haha. well..hope i can be slim one day eh...can buy lots of cool clothes and pants. I'd be soooo fuckin happy if i could fit in a LEVIS jean(now no size lol). Anyway my mind keep thinking abt what my sis always said, '' u are already stupid in studies and u are ugly and fat!' at least other guys..even if they not clever..at least ladies still want them coz they have gd looks. now jobs also want good-looking men.'' well i was damn hurt of coz! yet again..maybe thats a fact..im nothing!!! but i'll prove ppl wrong one day! i always have a passion in the entertainment...esp. acting! i've always love acting and dancing since i was a kid. but i must have a nice body 1st la..if not ppl look down on me pe. well..so start frm today...i will change!!!haha....insyallah!

hey..it's been quite a time ar didnt update my blog.been a bz year 4 me. stressful year 4 me yet again. well dis yr sure alot of things happened...some good..some bad. so let me start with the bad news la. ok..so i just gained 5 kilo!! urghh man,,biasa le...holiday kan...but im kinda upset la. coz i tot i wana use the opportunity to lose wt during hols..but lupenye tambah gemuk ade ar!! and the sickening part is..after 3 yrs of good frenship...its just gone this yr. i dun wana said who ..i think some of u guys already know. haiz...truly unexpected!! but nvm la....when i think again eh..i fell rather foolish ar.i've been like a stupid idiot behind this ''good'' fren of mine! and i dun know y..i felt more happy now! sumtimes i just think that im too selenge and clumsy so ppl make use of me. anyway that were last time..i wont make history repeat itself. anyway...honestly..i dun know y..but i kinda dislike my ex-class la. ye la...byk dapat masuk sec 5....beh step look down kat aku ar..repeat student!! anyway i like my new classmates. oh ya...and some of my ex-classmates dare 2 say bad things abt my new classmates. actually..i just wana shout at my ex-classmate that my new class mates are 1000 times better than them!!!!!!!!!! im sorry la..but i got to be honest. all these while sec3 sec 4//2 yrs ago...i tot my classmates are boring and racist .they think theyre soooooooo cool...eh 502 all dun be offended. some of u only. but then i have to say la ALL of u are not that soo frenly actually. but in my new class...evryone is just SOOOOOOOOOO frenly. i felt like i've known them for years..padehal baru 1st yr with them!! haha. if only i was born in 1990 eh..haha...cool ar...i see this year's batch..evry student is a fren of the others. not like my batch..ade je tak kene dgn each diff class. hmm i miss my sec 1 and sec 2 days though..fun..and innocent!!! and i can say most of my repat frens have 2 agree with me la!! all love the new class..haha....fun!!! last year eh...sorry fun but full of nonsense too! sorry ar for those who's in 502 is reading this!!! coz seriously i dun give a damn ar. im really a lil bit irritated. coz this year..my classmates and i we were working sooo hard on decorating our class for Racial Harmony. and some of my ex classmates said to me how stupid that is. ade je yg tak kene tau. relax satu corner eh for some korang yg look down on my class. they're soo much better. and i got some issues. asal ar..class kita dulu..ade mcm one corner for 'malay' ppl..another corner for 'chinese'?? asal tak leh 2getha ar??? my new class..i was shocked...the malays and the chinese are sooo close to each other!! tu la...aku kata racist korang rase tak kan. OK...so i hope all our hardwork will be paid off! harap2 kita menang the racial harmony contest ya!!!!!!!!!anyway i hope i can pass my N level with flyin colours k thats all! bye!