I still hate school! I still hate studies!! But still, I have to study and go to school. For my own good, thats what people say. Sometimes I wonder if only I am smarter, or if not, at least more hardworking. Bottom line is, I just can't!!My big exams are coming in 2 weeks time and I am only starting to study now. Still not too late I hope.
MY WEIGHT!!! MY BODY!!!!!
Currently, I weigh 96-98 kg!! I am really disappointed with myself man! I really wanna try to start losing weight now through diet and exercise but I just cant help eating and eating and I'm just too lazy to exercise!!! I just felt that I was way better back in 2 years. I still remember 2 years back, I actually lost 20 kilos!! yes....20 kilos!!!!!!!!!!!! I was at 1st weighing 104kg and in only a matter of few months (around 2 months if I'm not wrong), I was 84kg!!! You can see how my diet used to be and my progress by looking at my 2006 posts. Go to 'ARCHIVES'. And now all the loss has gone to waste. I'm near to the ''100 kg'' back. SHITNESS! I wonder how I was once so determined and strong to actually shed all those fucking kilos! And now, back to the old fatty bom bom. My face getting rounder...my belly's getting bigger...my neck's getting more and more hidden...my legs becoming more like chicken legs......haiz!! Fucked up life.
Well so people who actually didn't meet me for years, you might think that I've lost weight coz in Friendster, I look not so fat in my pictures but truth is, I really look fat in reality!
THE CHANGES!!
Late 2005 ~ Early 2006 (weight approx. 100 - 104kg)
Late 2006 ~ Early 2007 (Weight approx. 80 - 90kg)
NOW (approx. 95 - 100kg)
I look slightly slimmer during my late 2006/early 2007 rite?? If only I stayed the weight there and continue losing those kilos. It would be easier...better......
They say i need some rogaine to put in my hair
Work it out at the gym to fit my underwear
Okaley makes the shades to transform a tool
You'd hate for the kids to think that you've lost your cool
Imma do the things that i wanna do
I ain't got a thing to prove to you
I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if i make a scene
I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like
I'm fine and dandy with the me inside
One look in the mirror and i'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot about what you think
everyone likes to dance to a happy song
with a catchy chorus and beat so they can sing along
timbaland knows the way to reach the top of the charts
maybe if i work with him i can perfect the art
Imma do the things that i wanna do
I ain't got a thing to prove to you
I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if i make a scene
I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like
I'm fine and dandy with the me inside
one look in the mirror and i'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot about what you think
no, i don't care
i don't care
i don't care
i don't care
i don't care
i don't care
Imma do the things that i wanna do
I ain't got a thing to prove to you
I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if i make a scene
I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like
I'm fine and dandy with the me inside
one look in the mirror and i'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot about what you think
SONG TITLE: Pork & Beans
ARTISTE: Weezer
*It's a meaningful song to me. Somehow I can relate to this song. It reflects my life and tells me that I am in control of what I do and I am what I am, and nobody shall care about what I do and how I am, coz it's my own decision, my life. This shall be my current favorite track!! HEHE
Hey peeps!
So on National Day, I was at home. I slept through the whole day coz the day before I tonned and I helped my family with the food stall as early as 6 am. By the time I woke up, it was already 9pm. Thankfully, my friends Andreas, Ruq & Sue wanted to meet up late to ton. So I met them at EHub at ard 11.30pm. Slacked at Mac at Downtown East. Then Ayeen & Fie came there too. Then we proceed to Seashell Park to meet the rest; Wan & etc. We played some stupid games haha but it was fun though. It was funny la. Some made silly jokes & etc. Everyone laughed. Came back home at 6am.
Woke up at night again on Sunday. Went out at 9 pm to meet Limited Edition. They were having practice at NP dome ( Tampines) for their Suntec Heats. So the practice was over by 10 pm. Others came too to visit us. Shikin, Hakim & Syam. We slack slack slack until at 1am, we decided to play this game called 'Ali Pom' ( did I spell correctly??). It was my 1st time playing that game like fucking serious. Kimak benci sak aku bila jadi the ''catcher''. Sume bully aku cibai! Mentang2 aku badan besar! LOL. We were having so much fun running, screaming, laughing till kampau datang. We probably made too much noice so some HDB residents who certainly have no life to actually bother to complaint about us. Semua ngah berpeluh siol and when being asked by the police why were we staying late at the dome and that we were perspiring, we told that we were having dance prac ( at 2am???LOL). Despite the police demanding us to leave the place asap, we did stay there until 6.30am.
So tomorrow got school and I better start going everyday. Received a warning letter by the school already. Fuck care ah...
& Good Luck to Limited Edition for the Suntec Heats this Saturday! Hope you all will do me and the group proud!! U guys gonna meletup aite?? HEHEHE.
Ok below are some of the pictures of LE taken on the Suntec Dance Audition and pics taken at Dome on Sunday.
LE on Suntec Dance Audition:
At NP Dome on Sunday
1stly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST FIE! Thanks for everything that you did for me and the others. We will treasure you lots!HEHE
2ndly, Congrats to LE for making it to the Suntec Dance Heats! All the best to Ame, Andreas, Fadz, Rok, Wan & zyk for the upcoming heats. Hope you all will do even better!
Lastly, I'm so over it about that thing (not gonna mention). I am really happy Im done with it. I used to be stuck in there only making my life harder and idiotic. Now, Im finally free. YOU know what? I don't give a shit anymore.
