Things Change. People Change.

Today, my family & i went to Johor Bahru to celebrate my dad's birthday. Before going to Malaysia, i passed the present for my dad's birthday to him. That was when he was sitting at the house's hall. Well all he said was just a small tone of 'thank you. there's no sign of happiness. and when i gave him that present, he just put it at the hall's table and left it there. Yeps..he didnt even wanted to put it first into his room b4 leaving the house. Of coz i felt disheartened. Usually when i gave presents to people, esp. my mum, she would smile and quickly unwrap the present or if she were to go sumwer, she would keep it preciously in her room. I felt that my dad do not really care.thoughts were runnin thru my mind. is it bcoz now i've treated him badly?is it bcoz i dun treat him as what a son should?i dun know. but al i know i did gave him a present for the 1st time after years of not giving him. i mean usually i just give him cards. but this yr, i wanted to give him a present.

FYI, ive not really been in good terms with my dad. We rarely talk to each other, and even if we talk, it's more of a quarrel and sorry but ya, i'll be rude to him then. I just dont know y. Everything seems to fall apart between me & my dad. But between me and my mum,its completely different. i am REALLY close with my mum! we talk to each other like good frens and we make jokes and stuff. its actually kinda strange coz when i was younger, i was closer to my dad rather than with my mum. but then sumtin had happened in the family few years ago, and that is when my relationship with my dad had moved further apart, and relationship with my mum closer apart. I cant tell what had happened coz it is highly confidential and personal. But all i know i actuallty started hating my dad eversince then. And the feeling of hatred is still there. Of coz i do love him..his my dad, but evrytime i think of what had happened, i just feel angry. I tried my best to be more better 2wards my dad but it seems like he dun care.

ok i dun wana get deeper into this sensitive issue. So regarding today, well i really ate alot at the restaurant at Johor Bahru. There were alot of dishes man. Below are the food that we ate.hehe

Ikan 3 rasa ( fish with gravy)

Ayam masak kunyit ( chicken with tumeric)

Sotong goreng tepung ( fried prawn fritters)

Telur bungkus ( egg wrap)

Japanese beancurd

Kang kong with belacan

Tom yam soup

Burung puyung goreng ( fried quails)

kerang rebus ( boiled clams)

Butter prawns

Today was a fine day. I woke up at 12.30 pm.Then around 1+, i went for my Friday prayers.Later in the afternoon around 2.45, i went to Tampines to meet my friends Zyk, Syameen & Wan. Our plans for the day was actually to play the badminton at the Tampines Sports hall, then hit to the gym to work out, and then to the swimming complex. But due to some reasons, we did not play the badminton or hit to the gym. So we headed to the swimming complex. By the time we reached at the swimming complex, it was already 3pm. I was delighted to see the newly-built Tampines swimming complex & it was my 1st time there. It looks much more pleasant and modern compared to the older one.

There was nothing much or special at the swimming pools. But i guess we did enjoyed ourselves. We had numerous laughters and for a while, we were like kids as we splashed each other and did some childish acts like chasing one another too!haha. After all, it's fun right to be childish at times? And we're still young at heart no matter how old we are! By the way, the thing i hate going to swimming pools is that there are alot of kids, uncles and aunties there, and i have to walk around there topless! There's this chinese uncle with his wife staring at me. They were also whispering to one another. Obviously they were talking about my 'curvacious' body. Well they cant help it but to look especially at my 'boobilicious' which is very fleshy and bouncy i guess. LOL. so i guess mine beats the gals one there.LOL. After all, the gals had theirs covered with a top but i was topless mah...so it was kinda of a free show to them!!I was really furious at that moment & so i stared back at them and i walked away & shouted 'FUCK'! I'm totally annoyed by such people. Maybe they never see such a 'curvacious' body in their life! And yeah, it was no surprise that the others there looked at me too. They were probably just so envious of my body which is very 'solid'.LMAO.

We went out from the swimming complex at 6pm. As our stomaches felt empty, we headed to Chai Chee restaurant near the Tampines interchange to grab a bite. I ate a plate of fried chicken rice and a bottle of WARM mineral water. I will always stick with mineral water man! And now i have to start drinking warm drinks as cold drinks are not so good for the body.LOL. After we had our fill, we went to Tampines Mall(TM) for a walk there. While walking towards TM, i went to an optical shop for awhile to buy a pair of hooks for my specs. Upon reaching at TM, we decided to go to the arcade located at the 4th level. Wan played the Daytona race game. Then after that,4 of us played the hockey game. Lastly, we played the soccer thingy. The one where we had to move those sticks which looks like the barbeque thingy.

By the time we went out from TM, it was already 8pm. So we went straight to the interchange and and get back to home. And now i feel really exhausted!!!

Wana hear something crazy?Now let me tell ya. Yesterday,which was Wednesday, my mum found out that Hakim ( those who do not know, he's my adopted brother eversince late last year), tied up his PENIS,yeah his cock, with a RUBBER BAND!wel u know,the normal rubber band which is in red colour?haha!WTF was he thinking man!? Maybe because these past few days, my mum had been reprimanding him cos' he had been urinating on his bed for these past few days. So his intention was to tied up his cock with a rubber band so as to prevent him from urinating on his bed. Wel,wad a silly and a crazy idea rite?i have no other comments abt this coz any further things i could have said might be too offensive for others. Coz b4 this, i had posted an entry about my adopted siblings and i was just expressing my feelings 2wards them and this 'anonymous' person felt that i was rather harsh or cruel & then filled my taggy with vulgarity and such.But seriously, i dont know what is wrong with Hakim. I mean he's a lil crazy? i dun know.maybe that's just the way he is but still, we couldnt help it but feel that he's weird! These past few days Hakim had been badly scolded by my mum. well yesterday was abt his crazy act abt the matter i just told ya earlier on, and 2 days ago, he spoiled the vacuum cleaner and the lists goes on. Now tell me how do i not feel frustrated?

Ok i guess i had enough of the Hakim matter here. Well so yesterday evening, I went to Lido at Orchard with my mum, baobao, my Mak Busu and her 2 children to catch the movie, 'Monster House'. The movie began at 7.50pm & ended at 9.30 pm. The movie was quite enjoyable and hilarious!!I enjoyed it alot! Then after that, we went to eat at Long John Silver at Far East Plaza. Wow..it's been quite long since i had indulge myself with fast food, esp. Long John Silver! I used to eat at LJS every week with my frens man. If not, it would either be Mac D or KFC or BK. haha. but now, it seems that i barely eat at those fast food restaurants. So we get back home around 11+ ar as we took bus home from Orchard to Pasir Ris.

And today, i woke up at 3pm!!!!!Woah....probably i was too tired. Wel coz yesterday when i got back home , i on the computer for awhile till 12.30 am. Then i went to my sis' room to watch the Starhub cable channels. As usual, i watched MTV asia as they r my fave channel on Starhub!Later on around 2.30am, i switched to 'Starworld' as i just wana see got what program. And it was the 'Rockstar: SUPERNOVA'!!And the show was damn entertaining!FYI, that is a reality talent show for rockstar wanabes. And yesterday, there was the final 5 contestants. All i could say that all those 5 were marvellous! They can really sing man!It was really cool. Now i realised how talented those westerners are compared to Singapore who's nothing. Hey, of coz i believe that Singapore do have big talents too...but too bad, they're incapable of showing what is Singapore is worthy of. Just by watching Singapore Idol 2 and u know what i mean. Sadly to say, most of the Singapore Idol contestants can't sing!!! I admire their will power to try their best in singing but still, they are still no good rite? I believe there are more people who can sing better here in Singapore. But the one at fault is the judges themselves. After all,they were the ones who chose those contestants rite? Anyway i dun really labelled Singapore Idol as a 'reality' show coz to me, i kinda suspected that all those that had happened in the show was actually planned. I cant say anything further, coz i might get sued.haha.

And so i totally do not support such shows anymore. Its such a waste of my time to watch those contestants singing which just hurts my ears man! But i hope all the best to Hadi who can sing, although i still think S'pore is capable of having more better singers. But still, we have Hadi to 'save' the show. Coz lets just face it. Paul totally cant sing, Jonathan not bad and Jasmine so-so. K peeps, i know i know. They all sing 'not bad'. But is 'not bad' enough?do u think that's the best we can show to the whole world?u see..'not bad' is nothing if compared by other countries. In other countries, let me just tell u k, Hadi's singing is just so-so to them or is actually bad to them. So can u see the differences?Other countries have really higher expectations!! I was taken aback when i watched Malaysian Idol or Indonesian Idol. Evry contestants was marvellous!! their voices was just perfect and great!I am just ashamed of my very own Singapre Idol! Wonder what other countries might think of us.It is unfair for Mathilda and Rahima who can sing at least,besides Hadi. Its such a waste. Singapore is so stupid and narrow-minded. They prefer chosing the cuter ones or sumting rather then they based on the ones who can sing. I still dun know y Joakim could be at the top 5. Sorry Joakim fans but i hated him. Hey no, i dont hate him but i DO hate his voice! as again, i'm proud that he had the courage and was brave enuf to stand up and still singing no matter how bad his singing was. but after all, its a contest to those who can SING! so if am being unfair towards joakim, isnt it only right that i could say its unfair for u voters to vote a person who can barely sing? anywah he's out already so..yeah i dun care anymore.

Hmmm thats all i guess for now.

~PEACE OUT~

Hi. As u had known, today was my SS N level paper. Ok so i felt relief that the paper turns out to be quite ok!The questions were quite difficult but i think I did my best in attempting them so i think it should be quite ok.I really hope all the best for my SS.i just felt lucky coz i studied at the eleventh hour yet i could stil do those questions. Well not that i had applied all the correct answers for all of the questions. its just that i could do them roughly la..like give some points at least for those questions.I don't expect high grades for my combined humans of coz, but i hope i could do better in it for this year's N. Last year, i got a B4 grade for this combined subject.

By the way, if u still remember that i had intended to buy the Creative Zen V PLus mp4 player, well i 4got to post/tell it here that i actually went to Marina Square last Saturday to go to the Creative retail shop located there.I went there to buy my desired player but to no avail. The sales assistant told me that the Creative Zen V Plus has not yet been officially launched. And it is most likely to be launched nation-wide during late September or early of October. Well i was rather dissappointed man. So i had to pre-order the player 1st and wait in the mean time. They will give me an answer buy late September .

Ok and next week begins my Prelim yet again. 1st paper of the week is Maths paper 1 which is on this coming Monday. Haiz. Looks like i have to spend my time to study study study. I have to wake up now!!! Next month will be my other N level papers! dammit.

Hey i am back here once again!! well so today was my Malay 'N' level paper. haiz. it was quite difficult!and it's harder than last year's N!! well i feel kinda low la bcoz i sort of screwed up in my Malay paper 1 esp, the composition.i chose the wrong topic. wad a big mistake man! but hopefully that wont bring my marks down la and all i gotta do now is to pray hard and wish all the best for myself. tomorrow is SS paper and honestly, im not prepared for it! but wadeva it is..i still have to try my best rite...cannot give up!!!1 ;)

oh btw, last thursday was fun as my class celebrated Teacher's Day. well my mum cooked bee hoon goreng for the class. so eventually we had a nice yet simpe party in class. my classmates and i played 'musical chair' with Mr goh,our form t'cher!!how cool is that??haha..its was really enjoyable. everyone was funny man. oh and then we also played games like 'charades' and stuff. and we also do have some crazy moments frm our funny clowns hilmi and azmi. below is the video of the crazy things they did! credits by Zyk, the owner of this video.