Things Change. People Change.

Well so eversince last 3 days..i have started taking diet pills. I know its lame but my mum insist so. and i just tot i'd just give it a try. so far not bad ar..i have a lesser appetite and feel more energetic(thats what diet pills claimed to help). Anyway..i hope i will start exercising. 1stly..kene start gi TAF regularly!!!! haha. well..hope i can be slim one day eh...can buy lots of cool clothes and pants. I'd be soooo fuckin happy if i could fit in a LEVIS jean(now no size lol). Anyway my mind keep thinking abt what my sis always said, '' u are already stupid in studies and u are ugly and fat!' at least other guys..even if they not clever..at least ladies still want them coz they have gd looks. now jobs also want good-looking men.'' well i was damn hurt of coz! yet again..maybe thats a fact..im nothing!!! but i'll prove ppl wrong one day! i always have a passion in the entertainment...esp. acting! i've always love acting and dancing since i was a kid. but i must have a nice body 1st la..if not ppl look down on me pe. well..so start frm today...i will change!!!haha....insyallah!