Things Change. People Change.

hey to whoever tagged me with the nick 'pissed off', ur pissed eh? ok let me get this straight now. my previous post might be kinda prejudice towards my adopted siblings.but that was bcoz i was just angry with them at tat time so maybe my words were rather hush.its not like i HATE them totally. i just hate their attitude like that. and U, 'pissed off', dun think u can judge me by my post bcoz if that is so,ur damn shallow-minded. anyway, u dun know what has the adopted siblings has been up to so pls stop sounding like u know better!

btw...u called me selfish and uncaring?u know what? i think thats true. coz i totally cant wait that my adopted siblings will be out frm my house. as again..i have reasons for this. but U, without knowing anything..thinks im bad or wadeva shit.

anyway u can blame me for being bad but not my mother. she totally care for the siblings. anyway my mum was forced to adopt them because the other foster mothers do not want them for fear they are naughty. but with opening heart, my mum accept them.

my mum served them food no different frm what she cook for us. she treat them as her own kids. i TRIED to treat them as my own siblings. but how they showed their gratitude? showing ignorance and arrogance. what im telin u is that my mother was too bloody kind to them that they actually took advantage of it..and they feel proud eversince. last month..no one was home except the 2 siblings and my sis. my sis bought for them fried chicken rice for them for lunch. and at nite..she bought for them chicken rice. u know what nabilah said? 'haiya...chicken rice again?' now tel me isnt that being rude??? i mean come on im nt even like that to my family and those siblings dare to said such things?so 'pissed off', if ur using the word 'poor girl', hmm i dun think thats true coz she is damn fucking lucky to have my mum who stupidly is good to her. my mum bought her good clothes and stuff. so u shouldnt said that they are 'stuck'. they should call themself lucky coz their life is much more 'luxurious' now.

now could u pity my mum now? she recently went to hospital due to heart attack. doc said its partly because she was stress. and i realised..she always have to scold the siblings almost EVERYDAY. and to think they still continue behaving badly although my mum is not as 'fit' as she used to be.anyway pissed of..im actually pissed of with U coz u sound as if u know my situation when u certainly dont. there's many more stories goin on which u dun know. hey but by all means we can meet so i can explain u all the stories if ur not satisfied??!!

i hate the looks of the kids whenever my mum bought for them stuffs and they look at it like as if the stuffs are SOO fucking cheap and worthless. they make it like as if they should be treated better. u see...they bein greedy. they shuld be thankful ok..coz b4 this, let me tel u they only have a few clothes man and their mum treated them badly.

i am being mean to them for some REASONS not without a reason. to tel u a truth, if u know me..i love kids. but what happens when a kid behave badly and took advantage of my mum? shud i treat them nicely?shuldnt they be scolded at least so to know they are in the wrong? is it my fault? u better get the facts right 'pissed off' b4 saying people.coz that seems so lame and pathetic. in case u dun know..my mum adopted 3 children rite..and the baobao..i love him soo much!!!he's good and i really love him as my own bro!

i hate it when people claimed we are bad without them knowing the truth. they make it sounds like we are such bad people. they think they are soo good and all..but the question is...can they handle the truth? would they good conscious people even thought of giving a helping hand? theres too many fake people in this world and it hard to judge them.

for other people who read this, u may see me as a bad person or wadeva shit i am but let me just tel u. u dun know me..and most importantly, u dun know the TRUTH. i cant please evryone rite?so its ur choice what u wana think of me. im trying my best to be a good brother to them although i showed such hatred. i am trying alot. and anyway...i was angry or dislike them not because they are 'adopted children' but because of their behaviour.so it wasnt beacuse of prejucide or discrimination.

anyway again, im sorry people if my previous posts was really fucked up. it shows too much hatred. but as again, i was at the point of time that i was really angry !! but if u think i treat my siblings badly, nopes i dun. we still live together happily. as i have told u many times..the thing that i hate is just their behaviour. not bcoz they are 'adopted' or wadeva. coz personally, they are ok. so in fact i talk to them normally..do stuff with them. no sign of showing hatred to them like what u think i am in some dramas where i do bad things to people who i hate. so as long as the kids behave themselves, i will be a better brother!