Saturday, September 09, 2006
Today, my family & i went to Johor Bahru to celebrate my dad's birthday. Before going to Malaysia, i passed the present for my dad's birthday to him. That was when he was sitting at the house's hall. Well all he said was just a small tone of 'thank you. there's no sign of happiness. and when i gave him that present, he just put it at the hall's table and left it there. Yeps..he didnt even wanted to put it first into his room b4 leaving the house. Of coz i felt disheartened. Usually when i gave presents to people, esp. my mum, she would smile and quickly unwrap the present or if she were to go sumwer, she would keep it preciously in her room. I felt that my dad do not really care.thoughts were runnin thru my mind. is it bcoz now i've treated him badly?is it bcoz i dun treat him as what a son should?i dun know. but al i know i did gave him a present for the 1st time after years of not giving him. i mean usually i just give him cards. but this yr, i wanted to give him a present.

FYI, ive not really been in good terms with my dad. We rarely talk to each other, and even if we talk, it's more of a quarrel and sorry but ya, i'll be rude to him then. I just dont know y. Everything seems to fall apart between me & my dad. But between me and my mum,its completely different. i am REALLY close with my mum! we talk to each other like good frens and we make jokes and stuff. its actually kinda strange coz when i was younger, i was closer to my dad rather than with my mum. but then sumtin had happened in the family few years ago, and that is when my relationship with my dad had moved further apart, and relationship with my mum closer apart. I cant tell what had happened coz it is highly confidential and personal. But all i know i actuallty started hating my dad eversince then. And the feeling of hatred is still there. Of coz i do love him..his my dad, but evrytime i think of what had happened, i just feel angry. I tried my best to be more better 2wards my dad but it seems like he dun care.


ok i dun wana get deeper into this sensitive issue. So regarding today, well i really ate alot at the restaurant at Johor Bahru. There were alot of dishes man. Below are the food that we ate.hehe



  • Ikan 3 rasa ( fish with gravy)
  • Ayam masak kunyit ( chicken with tumeric)
  • Sotong goreng tepung ( fried prawn fritters)
  • Telur bungkus ( egg wrap)
  • Japanese beancurd
  • Kang kong with belacan
  • Tom yam soup
  • Burung puyung goreng ( fried quails)
  • kerang rebus ( boiled clams)
  • Butter prawns

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