So she is back with her guy! Well I'm talking about Sheedah. Hehe. I think they really make a great couple. There used to be certain unhappy moments between them but in every relationship, there are not only happy moments but bitter moments too. I'll give you both my blessing and hope that your relationship will kekal this time around!! ;)
A month before prelims & 2 months before 'O' level begins! I'm seriously not prepared! I need to study! study! study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, July 30, 2007
Saturday 28/07/07
RE:MIX was fab!! The competition was totally entertaining & awe-inspiring! The dance routines by all teams were all cool and interesting. I must say there are really alot of worthy, capable dance groups out there!If only I was in a REAL dance group.HAHA.My next life probably.LOL. It's very aspiring that all teams could come up with creative dance steps/routine. Watched the competition for almost 3 hours!
Sunday 29/o7/07
Was supposed to catch 'Alone' with my friends. Unfortunately, it didn't happen! To my frens whom I promised to watch the movie with u guys, I totally apologise for my last-minute cancellation. But I hope u guys understand. The reason was because my mum didn't allow me to go out because I've been going out always. But I'll be waiting to go out with you guys in the future.
Anyway, I gotta study hard now!!! My cousin whom I'm closest with get to go U! She's only a year older but she's going U and I'm still stuck in sec!! What a disgrace!! I really want to go Poly!!!!!! Please I must concentrate!! I dont wana fall into Typical Malay category! And can my class be silent for once?? It's totally irritating some just cant keep their mouth shut! Wonder what sins I've made to get in a super-noisy class! HAHA. Not that I'm showing hatred, but I just hope we have peace in class. 'O' levels are really really important to us, if not to all. Don't bully the teachers because u guys wouldnt want to be treated like that too aite?
RE:MIX was fab!! The competition was totally entertaining & awe-inspiring! The dance routines by all teams were all cool and interesting. I must say there are really alot of worthy, capable dance groups out there!If only I was in a REAL dance group.HAHA.My next life probably.LOL. It's very aspiring that all teams could come up with creative dance steps/routine. Watched the competition for almost 3 hours!
Sunday 29/o7/07
Was supposed to catch 'Alone' with my friends. Unfortunately, it didn't happen! To my frens whom I promised to watch the movie with u guys, I totally apologise for my last-minute cancellation. But I hope u guys understand. The reason was because my mum didn't allow me to go out because I've been going out always. But I'll be waiting to go out with you guys in the future.
Anyway, I gotta study hard now!!! My cousin whom I'm closest with get to go U! She's only a year older but she's going U and I'm still stuck in sec!! What a disgrace!! I really want to go Poly!!!!!! Please I must concentrate!! I dont wana fall into Typical Malay category! And can my class be silent for once?? It's totally irritating some just cant keep their mouth shut! Wonder what sins I've made to get in a super-noisy class! HAHA. Not that I'm showing hatred, but I just hope we have peace in class. 'O' levels are really really important to us, if not to all. Don't bully the teachers because u guys wouldnt want to be treated like that too aite?
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Gona have dance practice this saturday together with totally new steps choreographed by Andreas!! It's been quite a while since we last had practices.Furthermore, I really can't wait to see the new steps with the new songs! Anyway, we gona have this really special performance next month. Too bad I can't tell where and when is it because this dance performance is meant to be a secret and a surprise. All I can tell you peeps is that the dance performance is gona be a lil bit different from what we usually do.It will be more entertaining and exciting, thanks to Andreas with his creative and innovative ideas. Siapa lagi kan..haha!! After practice, we planned to watch Remix: finals,a dance competition at Youth Park.
Im getting broke always now. How i wish i am rich!!!
Im getting broke always now. How i wish i am rich!!!
Monday, July 23, 2007
I don't know why but there seems to be alot of broken relationships just this month. There left to be a number of broken hearts. And one of them happens to be my good fren. I barely see her wonderful smile anymore, the smile which is just so cute together with the dimple on her cheek. It really hurts me to see u suffering all alone. And its hurtful too to see u torturing urself. I understand ur heart is bleeding still. Gosh, if only I knew the way to stop ur bleeding. I tried to find ways to help u but I still don't know how. Im so sorry Im such a useless fren. I almost wanted to cry when I saw sadness in ur face just now in school but I did control my tears. I know ur pain is killing u but I hope u will stay strong. I'll pray to God everyday for ur well-being and hope that He would protect u . I know I'm not by ur side always. I'm not in the same class with u anymore. Still, i want to remind u that I will never 4get u and just take note that I'll try my best to be there for u when u need a listening ear or a help.That's what friends are for right? I really hope u would concentrate on ur studies now. I think u deserve a better life in the future. So please do study ok. I know it's hard to forget ur past but let's cherish the present and the future.
Btw,gonna watch the horror movie 'Alone' this coming Sunday! Cant wait to see my friends. And to one of my fren, Im sorry if I'm not treating u good these past few days. I apologise to that.... :(
Hey it's been more than a week since I last updated my blog. Probably too busy with my life. Dance, hanging out, family commitments, studies & the list goes on. Yesterday went to Suntec City to see The-Exo's very own leader, Andreas partipating with his another dance group called LUV in a dance competition at convention hall 4. I gotta give a thumbs up to the choreography. It was seriously nice. But unfortunately, everyone except Andreas fail to deliver the steps appropriately. There was no energy at all and the coordinations were all over the place!LOL! Still, I am happy that Andreas & Atiqah tried their very best!! After that went to meet the rest of the friends and just jalan2 at Marina Square. After that took bus no. 10 & head to Tampines. Nothing much happened la yesterday but was still fun.
School was ok today. Wore our class shirt for the very first time for PE. And best part was,our teachers let us wear it during our EL DT. Oh speaking of which, EL DT was ok!! Haha i thought im gona screw up this paper damn hard but I was surprised, for the very 1st time, I completed my EL Paper on time! In fact there was still 30 minutes before the time was up! K I really need to focus on my studies! URGHHH there's just too much distractions this yr!! WTF! God..please give me strength!! I have to overcome this! O level's around the corner! 3 more months!!
School was ok today. Wore our class shirt for the very first time for PE. And best part was,our teachers let us wear it during our EL DT. Oh speaking of which, EL DT was ok!! Haha i thought im gona screw up this paper damn hard but I was surprised, for the very 1st time, I completed my EL Paper on time! In fact there was still 30 minutes before the time was up! K I really need to focus on my studies! URGHHH there's just too much distractions this yr!! WTF! God..please give me strength!! I have to overcome this! O level's around the corner! 3 more months!!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Yesterday was a very tiring day. Had dance performance by our very own The- Exos at Century Square in the afternooon. Our dance was all over the place and we keep banging onto one another!Haha it was an unpleasant site yet it was fun though! I guess it is all about the fun and excitement even though we didn't do it properly! Anyway, the stage was ridiculously small so it was cramp for us to dance freely. Aniway, I heard people talking abt Wan and Nadya saying that they didnt perform well and stuff. FYI, these 2 only started to practise the dance steps just a week before our actual performance!Moreover, this is their very 1st time they're dancing in front of so many audiences. Despite they forgetting their steps( probably due to nervosity) , I think they did moderately well. I am happy that they actually agreed to dance with us. Its no easy feat to memorise the steps in a matter of a week. Even I take a month to get all the steps right! I am proud of Nad and Wan for their bravery coz that's what matters!
After the chaotic dance performance, we went to support Azura for her singing performance. She was the main star for that event as she sang her hearts out with the song 'Hero' by Mariah Carey. It was simply great!! Head to TM to grab a bite for lunch at Long John Silver. Went back home ard 3+.
Later in the evening, met zyk & Qamarul at around 6.45pm. Went to Marina Bay to meet the RFF band that consists of Hilmi, Faris & Nabil, my fellow schoolmates. They were having a small gig at this pub which I wasnt sure of the name. Haha it was a funny night. We reached at the pub at 8.00pm. Upon reaching there, the person-in-charge told us that their pub encounterd a black out. So we were told to wait for 'AWHILE' while they tried to repair the faulty technical system. And it turns out to be 3 hrs + later that the sytem was ok!! Haha ya! great! RFF only began their performance at 11+!! The hours waiting we were sitting on chairs basically talking shit and stuff. haha.
But still, it was fun la. Good experience. RFF still rock their performance. Get the time to sang their very own song which was sung during their EVSS Idol. I like it coz it got rap in it. Hehe. It is really aspiring to see ur very own frens to perform. It takes bravery, courage and talent to be able to perform and I think RFF did great. Yela, 1st time gi gig pe haha. Went back home ard 1 am!! LOL. I was sooo damn tired by then but I enjoyed my day alot!
After the chaotic dance performance, we went to support Azura for her singing performance. She was the main star for that event as she sang her hearts out with the song 'Hero' by Mariah Carey. It was simply great!! Head to TM to grab a bite for lunch at Long John Silver. Went back home ard 3+.
Later in the evening, met zyk & Qamarul at around 6.45pm. Went to Marina Bay to meet the RFF band that consists of Hilmi, Faris & Nabil, my fellow schoolmates. They were having a small gig at this pub which I wasnt sure of the name. Haha it was a funny night. We reached at the pub at 8.00pm. Upon reaching there, the person-in-charge told us that their pub encounterd a black out. So we were told to wait for 'AWHILE' while they tried to repair the faulty technical system. And it turns out to be 3 hrs + later that the sytem was ok!! Haha ya! great! RFF only began their performance at 11+!! The hours waiting we were sitting on chairs basically talking shit and stuff. haha.
But still, it was fun la. Good experience. RFF still rock their performance. Get the time to sang their very own song which was sung during their EVSS Idol. I like it coz it got rap in it. Hehe. It is really aspiring to see ur very own frens to perform. It takes bravery, courage and talent to be able to perform and I think RFF did great. Yela, 1st time gi gig pe haha. Went back home ard 1 am!! LOL. I was sooo damn tired by then but I enjoyed my day alot!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Found some of my old pics & I decided to post them here! This pictures show how much I have transform(be it a little or a lot) through these years in terms of my size of coz... Exclusive only in my blog!!
Hopefully at the end of this year 2007, I will lose weight even more!! Haha..all the best to myself!!what do u guys think???
Hopefully at the end of this year 2007, I will lose weight even more!! Haha..all the best to myself!!what do u guys think???
Monday, July 09, 2007
Today didnt went to school.Had a slight fever.Haiz gona miss those important lessons! Anyways, finally my sis bought me a men perfume from United Colors of Benetton which I have been yearning for!!
P.S Very cute pics of Danish when bathing!HAHA
She bought for me the COLD (picture above) but actually,the one i wanted was Inferno Paradiso Aqua Blue. (Picture below). I truly loves the aqua blue color!!Very bright and fresh-looking!
Still, a big thank you for buying that for me. I really owe u alot sis!!Thanks for ur treats for all these years!I think ur the best sister I could possiby get! Ur more than just a sis to me..ur a fren to me and a mother to me too!!haha. And im serious. sorry for all the pain i've caused in the family at times. But no matter what i do, no matter what bad things i've done, u and family were always forgiving me and always be there for me!! I am happy to have a wonderful family and i've learn alot in this world for an 18 yr old guy like me. U gave me all the freedom i wanted and all the things i wanted!!I love my family better than anything in this world..besides God & frens!
To my frens out there, i know some of u dissed ur parents or family. Just have to tell u that whatever comes what may, at the end of the day, u still need ur parents. Life makes a fool to most of us. We tend not see those who actually cares or helps us. we are blinded by what true love is. When parents scolded us, we hated them. But y do they scold us? It's an answer we have to find ourselves. Some of us are naive. We think we do not need our parents bcoz our frens will be there for us usually. But keep in mind that blood is thicker than anything else, be it water or oil. I love my frens as much as i love my family.
P.S Very cute pics of Danish when bathing!HAHA
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Yesterday was fun hanging out with fito and zhi wen. Miss those days when we always catch movies 2gether almost every weekend!!! Zyk was MIA though bcoz she 's restricted frm going out of her house during weekends. She informed me that she could not follow us at the 11th hour but we understand her condition ar. So met up with fito and zhiwen to catch Transformers!We watched it at Lido Shaw Theatre. The movie overall, was a blast! The visual effects were stunning and the robots were incredible! The movie was worth every cents i've paid to watch it!!Like it that the movie was 2 hrs plus long!!After the movie, as usual, from Orchard, we go to Bugis by FOOT. yeaps, that is what we usually do!! It's very fun passing through Plaza Singapura then Rendezvous hotel & etc.
Window-shopping at Bugis street. Zhi wen was finding the now 'in' kind of cardigan for guys. There's really alot of cool wears there at Bugis. It might be a lil costly but it's worth it i guess coz its very attractive the stuffs there!!Wish i could buy all those stuffs i wanted!!Shirts...pants..bags...cuffs..watches..shoes...wallet!!! Im fortunate coz i can manage to buy those stuffs i desire if i want at anytime...but the main problem in my life is my fucking body size!but wadeva la!wah stress man got alot of homeworks to do nowadays. I sooo cant wait for 'O' levels to be over and then i can work work work earn money and enjoy enjoy enjoy. somtimes its fun to be a brat!
Anyway, pictures we took at Lido on our fun outing!!
Friday, July 06, 2007
The weekend is finally here!! Tomorrow im gonna watch Transformers! Really cant wait to watch this highly-awaited movie!Heard the reviews are great! And besides that, I already have the tix for Harry Potter & The Order of The Phoenix!Am watching it on 18th July!This is another movie that I've been waiting for sooo patiently and now it's coming out on theatres real damn soon! Just look at the poster! It looks superb!!
Ok so i'm not in the good mood currently. Haiz. Sometimes it is really depressing that u r still what u r and no matter what u do, ur still unhappy about it. Yeaps, im talking about my body. Since my ''healthy'' diet last year, I've lost as much as 17 kg! I should be happy by now since I've lose quite a tumble in my weight & waist size. From waist size 46 to, 38, Im a little satisfied with it. Still, insecurity and low-self esteem gets the better of me. I just couldn't stand my body! It's really gruelling to see an ugly figure of mine in the mirror. Everything u wear, u look ugly on it. and people just look at u discriminating, with their eyes wide open like as if they are shocked to see, 'wow..thats one fat pig in town!' Ok it is not that bad the scenario but it really pissed me off man.
I am trying my best to continue losing weight now.Trying all ways but now its getting harder and tougher to shed those kilos as compared to last year!! I dont know why!! URGH! Its fucking frustrating man! There's alot of cool shirts and pants in stores and imagine for 18 years, all u could do is to SEE what people could wear possibly anything in stores while only u can get only some clothes!!When will that day happen to me when i can possibly just buy any clothes i desire without a burden of finding my size!!
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Had 'O' level Malay Oral just now!! well i guess i did it okay. I hope so too. The reading part was not bad. It went smoothly but the conversation part...it was quite tough! But i did get to say out some points and i hope it is sufficient to get me a good grade!! The question was, ''who is your mentor?'' & so on...
End my Oral exam around 3.50 pm and then head straight to home coz to get myself dressed up to meet Andreas & zyk. Andreas went for his dance practice with his mysterious group at Esplanade.haha. The dance steps were not bad and lets just hope Andreas can tahan with the so-many steps! Imagine u were called last minute and were asked to join a dance group and ur expected to learn all the steps in a matter of 2-3 days!!!!???? haha if it was me i think i better kill myself!
Anyway, my group have received our audition video for Dance Xplosion '07 which we won 1st runner-up for school category!! Looking at the video makes me wanna laugh since we guys cocked up quite alot during the audition..esp. ME! But syukur alhamdullilah that we made it to the finals and actually won 1st runner up! U can watch the video below!
End my Oral exam around 3.50 pm and then head straight to home coz to get myself dressed up to meet Andreas & zyk. Andreas went for his dance practice with his mysterious group at Esplanade.haha. The dance steps were not bad and lets just hope Andreas can tahan with the so-many steps! Imagine u were called last minute and were asked to join a dance group and ur expected to learn all the steps in a matter of 2-3 days!!!!???? haha if it was me i think i better kill myself!
Anyway, my group have received our audition video for Dance Xplosion '07 which we won 1st runner-up for school category!! Looking at the video makes me wanna laugh since we guys cocked up quite alot during the audition..esp. ME! But syukur alhamdullilah that we made it to the finals and actually won 1st runner up! U can watch the video below!
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
02/07/07
Was supposed to watch Nancy Drew with my frens but last minute we cancelled it bcoz we wanted to use the money to watch transformers this coming saturday!!YAY! gona meet my old frens whom i miss alot.
Anyways, my group will be performing at Century Square next saturday on 14th july. So anyone who have no plans on the day, u may come to watch us perform la. And btw, we got our own blog just for fun. u can view it here
Was supposed to watch Nancy Drew with my frens but last minute we cancelled it bcoz we wanted to use the money to watch transformers this coming saturday!!YAY! gona meet my old frens whom i miss alot.
Anyways, my group will be performing at Century Square next saturday on 14th july. So anyone who have no plans on the day, u may come to watch us perform la. And btw, we got our own blog just for fun. u can view it here
Sunday, July 01, 2007
30/06/07 (Saturday)
It was a good day yet it was an unpleasant day too!!! ok so initially, me,my cousin Nley, my sis & her hubby went to JB yest in the afternoon. They wanted to bring me to Aeon Tebrau City sumwer further JB. Aeon City is really really one beautiful shopping centre! for the fact that it is located sumwer near JB, i am taken aback by its huge scenic building. Well in case u wana imagine how does it looks like, i could say that its as big as our very own Vivocity and plus,even the building shape and designs are almost the same!!haha!like as if the building design which seems like a replica's of Vivo city isnt enough, the shops there are almost similar too!! u cn see Levi's store...then u'll pass Topman...then there's Calvin Kleins & etc. similar isnt it??
Ok upon reaching to Aeon, we 1st went to grab a bite for lunch. We went to this western restaurant. The food was fantastic! I ate shepherd chicken chop and it's totally superb!! Then after that,we went for window-shopping. Nothing much to buy there except food food food since the shops there, their stuffs are kinda costly too since they're branded goods. Nley treated me marshmallows coated with choclate and also grapes coated with chocolates..er and also banana coated with ya, chocolate!!HAHA. something new to try and its nice. Plus, it is a healthier way of eating chocolate too! The hours there seems to be alot of fun and excitement. B4 leaving Aeon, my sis & Annie wanted to go to JUSCO, the big supermarket there to buy some daily expenses. After that, we went to Dunkin Donuts!! Haha i got 2 donuts! One is a donut filled with sugar and when u eat it, choc fudges just oozez out!!YUMMY!and another 1 is Swiss milk choc donut which tastes so-so la. The rest are for the others of coz!Here is the pic of the delicious sinful donuts!!
Ok after that, i went to buy food again! ya!LOL. i bought chocolate kimo and its just super nice la!! gosh it was heaven man! so we were all tengah happy-happy la walking towards the carpark...only to realise that my bro-in-law's car was forced open!!! ok the car's door key in front was damaged! Yeaps..someone entered my bro's car!!!!!!! Fortunately, nothing was lost and we're thankful we didnt leave behind any valuable stuffs. and at least those fucking bastards didnt steal the car sekali! if not mampus sia us...haiz. so the fun stops there. everyone was angry and sad. what's more, it'll still cost alot to repair on that minor damage still. few hundred bucks burn just like that thanks to those inconsiderate malaysian bastards. but i know why we were the victim. probably some m'sian bastards can see that our car is frm s'pore so they think bydamaging the car, they could escape with that easily!! wadeva it is, its over la and now i hope evrthings fine. We reached back to s'pore at night ard 9pm.
All of sudden at home, i felt the urge to watch movie so i asked the rest if they wana watch a midnight show and yay they agreed!!haha. best part going with them is i dun even have to come out a single cent! well thanks to my sis and her hubby,and my cousin too for treating me alot of stuffs ya! insyallah wen i have a job i will repay u guys! So we watched Die Hard 4! actually nak tgk transformers but it was fully booked. damn! and andreas and co. dpt tgk sey!! so regarding die hard 4, its a really great action-pack movie!!!! i like it alot!! well got maggie q pe!!! she's bloody hot! so i guess thats it for the day. went back home at 2 am.haha. oh u shud see how danish sleeps. very cute...like me! LOL
