The weekend is finally here!! Tomorrow im gonna watch Transformers! Really cant wait to watch this highly-awaited movie!Heard the reviews are great! And besides that, I already have the tix for Harry Potter & The Order of The Phoenix!Am watching it on 18th July!This is another movie that I've been waiting for sooo patiently and now it's coming out on theatres real damn soon! Just look at the poster! It looks superb!!
Ok so i'm not in the good mood currently. Haiz. Sometimes it is really depressing that u r still what u r and no matter what u do, ur still unhappy about it. Yeaps, im talking about my body. Since my ''healthy'' diet last year, I've lost as much as 17 kg! I should be happy by now since I've lose quite a tumble in my weight & waist size. From waist size 46 to, 38, Im a little satisfied with it. Still, insecurity and low-self esteem gets the better of me. I just couldn't stand my body! It's really gruelling to see an ugly figure of mine in the mirror. Everything u wear, u look ugly on it. and people just look at u discriminating, with their eyes wide open like as if they are shocked to see, 'wow..thats one fat pig in town!' Ok it is not that bad the scenario but it really pissed me off man.
I am trying my best to continue losing weight now.Trying all ways but now its getting harder and tougher to shed those kilos as compared to last year!! I dont know why!! URGH! Its fucking frustrating man! There's alot of cool shirts and pants in stores and imagine for 18 years, all u could do is to SEE what people could wear possibly anything in stores while only u can get only some clothes!!When will that day happen to me when i can possibly just buy any clothes i desire without a burden of finding my size!!
