I still hate school! I still hate studies!! But still, I have to study and go to school. For my own good, thats what people say. Sometimes I wonder if only I am smarter, or if not, at least more hardworking. Bottom line is, I just can't!!My big exams are coming in 2 weeks time and I am only starting to study now. Still not too late I hope.
MY WEIGHT!!! MY BODY!!!!!
Currently, I weigh 96-98 kg!! I am really disappointed with myself man! I really wanna try to start losing weight now through diet and exercise but I just cant help eating and eating and I'm just too lazy to exercise!!! I just felt that I was way better back in 2 years. I still remember 2 years back, I actually lost 20 kilos!! yes....20 kilos!!!!!!!!!!!! I was at 1st weighing 104kg and in only a matter of few months (around 2 months if I'm not wrong), I was 84kg!!! You can see how my diet used to be and my progress by looking at my 2006 posts. Go to 'ARCHIVES'. And now all the loss has gone to waste. I'm near to the ''100 kg'' back. SHITNESS! I wonder how I was once so determined and strong to actually shed all those fucking kilos! And now, back to the old fatty bom bom. My face getting rounder...my belly's getting bigger...my neck's getting more and more hidden...my legs becoming more like chicken legs......haiz!! Fucked up life.
MY WEIGHT!!! MY BODY!!!!!
Currently, I weigh 96-98 kg!! I am really disappointed with myself man! I really wanna try to start losing weight now through diet and exercise but I just cant help eating and eating and I'm just too lazy to exercise!!! I just felt that I was way better back in 2 years. I still remember 2 years back, I actually lost 20 kilos!! yes....20 kilos!!!!!!!!!!!! I was at 1st weighing 104kg and in only a matter of few months (around 2 months if I'm not wrong), I was 84kg!!! You can see how my diet used to be and my progress by looking at my 2006 posts. Go to 'ARCHIVES'. And now all the loss has gone to waste. I'm near to the ''100 kg'' back. SHITNESS! I wonder how I was once so determined and strong to actually shed all those fucking kilos! And now, back to the old fatty bom bom. My face getting rounder...my belly's getting bigger...my neck's getting more and more hidden...my legs becoming more like chicken legs......haiz!! Fucked up life.
Well so people who actually didn't meet me for years, you might think that I've lost weight coz in Friendster, I look not so fat in my pictures but truth is, I really look fat in reality!
THE CHANGES!!
Late 2005 ~ Early 2006 (weight approx. 100 - 104kg)
Late 2006 ~ Early 2007 (Weight approx. 80 - 90kg)
NOW (approx. 95 - 100kg)
I look slightly slimmer during my late 2006/early 2007 rite?? If only I stayed the weight there and continue losing those kilos. It would be easier...better......
