2 days straight lepak-ing with wan ONLY. Yep. I don't know where's the rest of friends. It looks like they're busy with their own life; spending time with their other friends, or are just busy doing their own stuffs. It don't bother me anymore. And maybe it's not a bad thing after all. I told wan that this would be the period I should spend time at home often to take a rest and have a long break of everything before I have to fully concentrate on my studies in which I really have to! And perhaps, I should start spending more time with my family.
And as for wan, I told him that he could be at home to study hard for his upcoming big exam which is on March.
And seriously, I do not know what's with certain friends nowadays. I came across a friend's blog and this is what he/she said, '' friends, when you need them the most they're not there''. Trueness.
Sometimes I wonder, I've always tried my best or at least the best I could to please my friends, but will they be doing the same for me? Would they even care? And if I would sacrifice myself for them, would they go to the extent to do that for me too?? Would they even bother? From the looks of it, I aint feeling that somehow.
Or perhaps, am I expecting too much from friends?
And of coz, I made mistakes too. To my friend, I'm sorry for neglecting you at times. I know you know but maybe you are used to it so you don't speak out. I was probably quite choosy over friends. But I know I am not appreciating the friendship. But now do I realise sometimes the ones that you are neglecting are the ones who really cares about the friendship. This friend of mine is none other than Andreas. :D
