Just what is happening to me??!! I've been eating alot lately. Fuck my big appetite! And seriously, I can't fit some of my clothes & pants already! That's bad, I know. Trying my best to control my food intake but it seems really hard. Get upset or stress easily nowadays. So I tend to eat more whenever I feel sad or stress. But when I am happy, I must eat alot too!!! LOL. I know, it's scary to be me! 

I remember back in few years, I only drink plain/mineral water on weekdays. Weekends are for me to indulge in soft/sweet drinks. Then I would actually cut raw vegetables etc. cucumbers to eat for lunch or that is what I would bring to school during break. I avoid oily foods on weekdays too except weekend. And I would squeeze time just to exercise at the gym or do some workouts at my room, or jog at the nearby park. You can ask my witness, zyk. Haha she knows that very well. Everytime she would call me at night, I would be panting while talking to her coz I was busy exercising. Hahaha.

NOW, looks like I eat fried foods almost everyday. And despite having alot of free time, I still don't use the time to exercise! And I dread eating vegetables/fruits now. Haha. Bad bad. Back in those days, I lose 20 kilos in a matter of half a year. Now, it seems even hard to lose a kilo!!!!!