And I still don't know why but I feel like we weren't as close as before. I know you tried your best to please me but I just don't feel it. And trust me, I don't care anymore. Don't ask me why I'm like this. Perhaps I've grown up to actually not be bothered by teenage friendships etc. Of course your still my good friend but just not the same as before. Your just not that important as how you used to be, that's all. 

But of course, I do still treasure friends who still look out for me most of the times. I'm not that heartless, but maybe just a little bit. But don't blame me. We live but in a cruel world. Haha.