Things Change. People Change.

I know, I know. I have not been updating this stupid blog. I have been really busy. Last week was probably one of my busiest week this year. Birthday party at Zouk, drinking session at Pasir Ris, went to the gym, swimming at Jurong East, dance comp at Double O, birthday celebration at Sentosa. And supposingly going out with fellow EVSS schoolmates on Sunday. But it didnt happen coz I fell asleep. I am sorry peeps.

Anyway, I enjoyed every single moment of my times with friends, despite having reckless sleeps! Waiting for pictures!!

And I can't wait for Tranformers!! Watching it with my lovely friends this Saturday at Ehub. There are 20 of us!!!

I'm tired. I'm tired of almost everything. I'm sick of the dramas in my life. Well if only life would be as dramatic as in Heroes or Gossip Girl, that I would not mind. If I were to have powers like in Heroes, I could easily run away from troubles by easily flying to anywhere where I can take a break. I can just use my super strength to hit anybody I would. Especially those mat reps. And if I were as rich as anyone in Gossip Girl, I could control my friends instead of me listening to them by simply bribing them with money. Or even the people in MOE to make sure I get to my preferred Polytechnic course. You make the rules. And everyday would be a party day.

But reality is, it's hard to escape anywhere especially when your in Singapore and you barely have money to escape. And sometimes you just have to give in when it comes to friends or whatever. And you can't enjoy much too. And your life is about studying...and then working. Just how this is gonna end??? Things really just don't go the way I want it to be. That just sucks. ALOT.

Perhaps I watched too much dramas. But well, sometimes you do wonder why your life couldn't be better. Well it's not that I am wanting too much, but seriously, I am not asking much. If I could, a very simple life would be enough for me than this!

P.S I just started watching new TV show Chuck and it's great! Current hot fave. Well I know, i'm a TV drama geek, freak whatever you wanna call it.

I have not been updating my blog recently. And yes, I know my blog is getting dull and plain because I know I didn't upload any photos for the past month, or months I think. If only I have a camera, then it would be different. Haha.

Well this month I am looking forward to alot of stuffs. Going to my cousin's birthday party. Then, 2 of my beloved friends' birthday which is coming soon; Herda & Susi. And lastly, going out with my seconday school friends! I know it has been a year since we last went out together. Well perhaps everyone has gone their own ways. Still, they were part of my life and I really want to meet them badly! They are Fito, Liyana & Zhi Wen, including zyk.

Well I guees just that. Bye!!

Life has been the same for me. Still sucky at times. Haha. So now that the holidays are here for most of the students in Singapore, it's time to enjoy with friends!!!! And this time around, Surfers has planned something different for the holidays. We are doing more healthy activities together!!

Instead of going out to town or watching movies and wasting $$$$$$$, we are going to do sports!! HAHA! Badminton, soccer, captain's ball. bowling, swimming, cycling and etc. And they're cheap too!

And I can't wait for my lovely cousin's birthday party on 13 June!! Well, she gonna make a party at Zouk!!! How more fun can it be?????!!!! I'm going!! And I get to invite only 5 friends of mine. So who's the lucky ones?? Oh age limit still applies...that means...18 years old!

For once, I thought you called me. Only to know that it's another friend calling me using your number. Haizz. Perhaps I am still hoping. But I don't know. If I were to lie and tell myself everytime that I don't care anymore, that would be self-denial and foolish. But yet again, there is no point crying over spilled milk. When you know at the end of the day, it doesn't matter anyway. Coz for what I have learned in life, people must keep moving on. Everyday is a new beginning for something. No point pondering over the past coz there's a whole new future awaits you.

Anyway, I really have to work hard. To achieve good grades. And I know I can do it despite no one thinks I can achieve that. Then again, I don't need what people think of me coz what matters, is whether I can believe in myself and achieve it.